Certification Test

I just took my certification test yesterday and now I am waiting for my results! I am so scared to see the results, I studied hard and I feel like I didn't studied enough!!!!!!!!!! I really hope that I passed, It will break my heart!!!!!!! I have never really wanted anything as bad as I want this!!!!!!!! I want to prove to myself as well as my family and peers that I can do this. More importantly I want to prove to myself that I am capable of fulfilling my dreams and goals. I feel as if my life is going so fast and that I am trying to catch up to my own self (as weird as it sounds). I have so much going on and too much on my plate, I have always been a good juggler and I hope that I can juggle this last semester. Well the results of my test are driving me crazy!!!!!!!!!