Certification Test

I just took my certification test yesterday and now I am waiting for my results! I am so scared to see the results, I studied hard and I feel like I didn't studied enough!!!!!!!!!! I really hope that I passed, It will break my heart!!!!!!! I have never really wanted anything as bad as I want this!!!!!!!! I want to prove to myself as well as my family and peers that I can do this. More importantly I want to prove to myself that I am capable of fulfilling my dreams and goals. I feel as if my life is going so fast and that I am trying to catch up to my own self (as weird as it sounds). I have so much going on and too much on my plate, I have always been a good juggler and I hope that I can juggle this last semester. Well the results of my test are driving me crazy!!!!!!!!! 

Frustrated!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I AM SUPER FRUSTRATED!!!!!!!!! I HAVE BEEN WAITING 2 WEEKS TO BE PUT IN THE SBEC SYSTEM, SO THAT I CAN TAKE MY CERTIFICATION TEST!!!!! I REALLY JUST WANT TO SIGN UP TO TAKE MY TEST. NOT THAT I HATE THE KINGSVILLE SYSTEM I JUST HATE THE FACT THAT THEY ARE SO SLOW AT DOING EVERYTHING. BUT IF THEY WANT SOMETHING FROM YOU, THEY WANT IT ASAP!!! I WISH THEY WOULD PUT A RUSH ON THE PAPERWORK. I UNDERSTAND THAT THEY HAVE A LOT OF STUDENTS AND THEY ARE SUPER BUSY, BUT THIS IS MY CAREER THAT THEY ARE PUTTING A HOLD ON!!!!! I DON'T APPRECIATE THAT! I AM SO BUSY THIS SEMESTER WITH SCHOOL AND WORK, I DON'T NEED TO CONSUME WHAT TIME I DO HAVE ON THE PHONE TRYING TO GET A HOLD OF SOMEBODY IN KINGSVILLE!!!!!!!!!!!!